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Friday, April 15, 2016

Putrajaya and Secrets

Assalamualaikum and hello :)

I am currently at Putrajaya. Bitter place. 

So many things happened here; which I didn't fancy to recall. 

Secret will remain a secret as long as no one spit it out. Well, I am a good secret keeper maybe, and I didn't bother at all to talk about the past. 

Just let everything remains secret. 


Tuesday, April 12, 2016

After the Storm

Assalamualaikum and Hello :) 

I'm home! No more hospital visits at least for this moment, parents in law are here in the house, sister in law is here too and I am happy! 

Pregnancy update: I got swollen feet, backpain is getting intense, I got tired easily, kicks getting harder (but it makes me laugh), toilet trips are getting more frequent, and currently awaiting approval to work from home (yeayy??).

Honestly I never thought that I could survived. Actually, WE. I never thought that me and le baby could be this strong from day one. The strength that He gave me was - amazingly robust, hearty and firm. 

Of course there were times where I break down (emotionally) but I quickly recovered after that. God gave me strength so that I could take care of the people that I love and needs me. Alhamdulillah. 

So now we are slowly getting back to the pace, slowly but steadily. 

There are more to come in the future; just have faith, things are getting better each day, and never stop from being kind and gentle to those who needs. 

Proud of ya, Hanis! 

Goodnight! :)

Wednesday, April 6, 2016


Setiap hari menghimpun kekuatan. 


Hingga hari ini masih lagi mampu melangkah demi syurga saya. 

Terima kasih, Tuhan :) 

Sunday, April 3, 2016


Assalamualaikum and Hello.

March 30th 2016 was my saddest birthday ever. 

I received this beautiful bouquet of a dozen of red rose when you were still in the ICU. It breaks me. It breaks my heart. 

Tuhan, ampunkanlah dosa-dosa dia. 

Anggaplah hari itu sebagai hari kifarah dari Mu. 

Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Pengasihani Ya Allah. 


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